First time i had a crush on 5 girls at the same time!

Meet Shairazi!

Featured Friend of the...eerr.... 'Who Cares!?'

Code named: Shai / Boya / Mr. Potato 2 / The TOTAL PACKAGE / The POWER!house

Also known as: 'Brotherest' of all brothers of another mother & father.

Abit about him: Hes the only BOB along with me who have remained single since our secondary school days though we pretty much talk the most about girls and relationships... He knows about cars more than his penis. He is the best dude to 'pangseh' gyming with you when you're ready and pumped up to do a work out with someone. 

Known him since: Sometime before 2001; while we were mindless kids playing soccer at the common playground in our neighborhood. 

Coolest thing about him: The Best dude to pull pranks with or sit down all day and crack jokes that only both of us would be able to understand. 

Worst thing about him: He still doesn't wanna go clubbing until he has his own car. (Bro! For real! You gotta go soon!)

Status : Single & waiting for a SUPER HOT SUPER PRETTY SUPER CHARMING SUPER SMART SUPER CUTE KOREAN TEEN GIRL to fall into his arms. ( Bro, you better thank me for this free advert!")

Everything else nonsense about him

If it was a bro whom i really really grew up with is definitely this guy. It was funny during first day of school that he recognized me and i didn't. I could barely remember how to pronounce his name. However, we pretty much settled with the code name 'Shai'. First week of school with him was a blast! We went around tormenting a bastard kid in school and made a really good laugh out of it. I remember the time he pulled down that kid's pants while he was doing mass dance in the middle of the school hall. I was standing in shock and awe at the back cause he actually did it! And guess what!?.... THE KID DID NOT WEAR UNDERPANTS!!!!!! OMG!!!... we got called to the disciplinary mistress's office the day after cause the idiot kid went to complain. Somehow... instead... we came out of the office being great friends with the DM. LOL! Hes one of the rare dudes who could have gotten into deep shit in school fooling around but manage to escape every time. 

Of course as great friends we had ups and downs. The worst would be when we both had a crush on the same girl during sec 1!... Okay la... C'mon... Which guy wouldn't fall for the 'everyone has a crush on girl'? That was the point i got jealous with him at times and we began to hate each others' guts. Somehow, like we usually do, get over such situations and start chatting again. It was a good lesson that we shouldn't EVER AGAIN have a crush on the same girl. So we'd take precautions by discussing about our crushes and such just to 'draw' the boundary. Oh oh! He currently has a crush on a french-chinese girl! 

Coolest days of hanging out with him was during the 2008 F1 Singapore GP. We've been F1 nutcases since before Jesus learnt to cut his own toenails. It was a last min call to him that i got free tix and he was really shocked. It also came at the day before his birthday. I recall the time we saw the F1 car turn in from the corner and it was the first time we saw a live F1 car! That moment was epic.... we had goosebumps and the sound of the revving of the V8 engines was surreal! That day was seriously one memorable day cause we manage to live out one of our childhood dreams to catch F1 live!

Hes now a farmer. Has 3 cows and 2 fleshlights in his LBV. 

SHAI IS SINGLE AND IS INTERESTED IN ANY KOREAN CHICK. SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY. 

He has finally ARRIVED on the shores of SINGAPORE!!!

As it gets colder...

Take my hand, take my whole life too.

Cause i can't help... falling in love with you.

$$$

FUCK NSF REC PAY LA!

TOO DARN PATHETIC!!!

All the Above by Maino

I woke up to this song playing on the radio. Its got a nice catchy tune to it. Potential song to use for my first performance after 6 months.

~

Chorus [T-Pain]: 
Tell me what do you see 
When you looking at me 
(woooahhhh) 
On a mission to be 
What I'm destined to be 
(woooahhhh) 
I done been through the pain and the sorrow 
The struggle is nothing but love (nothing but love) 
I'm a soldier, a rider, a ghetto survivor 
And all the above 
All the above (x7) 

Verse 1 [Maino]: 
Listen 
Really what do you see 
When you looking at me? 
See me come up from nothing, 
To me living my dreams 
I done been to the bottom, 
I done suffered a lot, 
I deserve to be rich, 
Headed straight to the top 
Look how I ride for the block, 
Look how I rep for the hood, 
I get nothing but love now 
When I come through the hood 
Getting this fortune and fame 
Money aint going to shame 
The new benz is all white, 
Call it John McCain 
How the hell could you stop me? 
Why in the world would you try? 
I go hard forever, 
That's just how I'm designed, 
That's just how I was built 
See the look in my eyes? 
You take all of this from me, 
And I'm still gon' survive 
You get truth from me, 
But these rappers gon' lie 
I'm a part of these streets 
Till the day that I die 
I wave hi to the haters, 
Mad that I finally done made it 
Take a look and you can tell 
That I'm destined for greatness 

(Chorus) 
Tell me what do you see 
When you looking at me 
(woooahhhh) 
On a mission to be 
What I'm destined to be 
(woooahhhh) 
I done been through the pain and the sorrow 
The struggle is nothing but love (nothing but love) 
I'm a soldier, a rider, a ghetto survivor 
And all the above 
All the above (x7) 

Verse 2: [Maino] 

It's easy to hate, 
It's harder to love me 
Ya'll don't understand, 
Ya'll quickly to judge me 
Put your foot in my Nikes, 
Picture you livin' my life, 
Picture you stuck in a cell, 
Picture you wasting your life, 
Picture you facing a charge, 
Picture you beating the odds, 
Picture you willing to bleed, 
Picture you wearing the scar 
Thank you for making me struggle, 
Thank you for making me grind 
I perfected my hustle, 
Tell me the world ain't mine 
You've been seein' me lately, 
I'm a miracle baby 
I refuse to lose 
This what the ghetto done made me 
I put that on my father 
Tryna hope for tomorrow 
When I think that I can't, 
I envision Obama, 
I envision the diamonds, 
I envision Ferraris 
If the world was perfect, 
All my niggas behind me 
Ain't you happy I made it? 
That I'm making a statement? 
Take a look and you can tell 
That I'm destined for greatness 

(Chorus) 
Tell me what do you see 
When you looking at me 
(woooahhhh) 
On a mission to be 
What I'm destined to be 
(woooahhhh) 
I done been through the pain and the sorrow 
The struggle is nothing but love (nothing but love) 
I'm a soldier, a rider, a ghetto survivor 
And all the above 
All the above (x7) 

Verse 3 [T-Pain]: 
Now if you come to the spot (spot) 
All the way from out on the block (block) 
I hustle hard cause it's all the same 
And you know that grind don't stop 
Just 'cause I rose to the top 
And everybody knows my name 
Still grindin (still grindin), 
Still hustlin (still hustlin) 
No more pain (no more pain), 
No more sufferin (no more sufferin) 
To my ladies and my shorties and my thugs, 
Just start dancing and shine in the love 

All the above (x7)

Till i Collapse By Eminem

Cause sometimes you just feel tired.
You feel weak and when you feel weak you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

[B/W Intro:]
Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left
Go left, go left, go left right left 

[Verse #1:]
Till I collapse I'm spilling these raps long as you feel em
Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not killing them 
Cause when I am not then I am stop pinning them
And I am not hip-hop and I'm just not Eminem.
Subliminal thoughts when I'm stop sending them women are caught in webs spin and hauk venom 
Adrenaline shots of penicillin could not get the illing to stop. Amoxacilin is just not real
enough.
The criminal cop killing hip-hop filling minimal swap to cop millions of Pac listeners.
Your coming with me, feel it or not you're gonna fear it like I showed you the spirit of god
lives in us.
You hear it a lot, lyrics the shock is it a miracle or am I just a product of pop fizzing up.
For shizzle my whizzle this is the plot listen up you bizzles forgot slizzle does not give a
fuck. 

[Chorus - NateDogg]
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high wear out 
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse. 
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high wear out
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse. 

[Verse #2:]
Music is like magic there's a certain feeling you get when your real
and you spit and people are feeling your shit.
This is your moment and every single minute you spend trying to hold onto it
cause you may never get it again. 
So while you're in it try to get as much shit as you can
and when your run is over just admit when its at its end. 
Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half this shit that gets in. 
I got a list here's the order of my list that it's in. 
It goes, Reggie, Jay-Z, Tupac and Biggie, Andre from Outcast, Jada, Kurupt, 
Nas and then me. But in this industry I'm the cause of a lot of envy, 
so when I'm not put on this list the shit does not offend me.
That's why you see me walk around like nothing's bothering me. 
Even though half you people got a fucken problem with me.
You hate it but you know respect you've got to give me
The press's wet dream like Bobby and Whitney. Nate hit me. 

[Chorus - NateDogg]

[Verse #3:]
Soon as a verse starts I eat it at MC's heart
what is he thinking? I'ma not to go against me, smart.
And its absurd how people hang on every word. 
I'll probably never get the props I feel I ever deserve
But I'll never be served my spot is forever reserved
If I ever leave earth that would be the death of me first.
Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothing could ever be worse. 
That's why I'm clever when I put together every verse
My thoughts are sporadic, I act like I'm an addict
I rap like I'm addicted to smack like I'm Kim Mathers.
But I don't want to go forth and back in constant battles
The fact is I would rather sit back and bump some rappers.
So this is like a full blown attack I'm launching at them
The track is on some battling raps who want some static 
Cause I don't really think that the fact that I'm Slim matters
A plaque of platinum status is whack if I'm not the baddest. 

[Chorus - NateDogg]

[Outro:]
[Eminem & Natedogg Echo:]
Until the roof
The roof comes off
Until my legs
give out from underneath me 

[Eminem:]
I will not fall, 
I will stand tall, 
Feels like no one could beat me. 

Subliminal Messages from the Heavens

Night out with Ade : Paulaners!

Hopes & Desires

I don't really do much reflection on my blog anymore. However, on 1st
May 2009, it was one of those epic days.

However it isn't really that bad as i thought it'll be. I have always
taught others and myself to look out for the positive things in bad
situations and use them as an advantage to spring board you out of the situation and move on.
I should be devastated. I expected myself to feel that way if such a
thing were to happen. Somewhere in me i do feel it but the current me
isn't allowing it to show or feel. I do suppose in the next few days,
it would slowly start to show and ill will surely begin to drip blood
from this scar.

Army has taught me much. Things beyond what life outside would. Hence,
it has become a natural instinct in me to put them into practice.
Calmly and confidently i shall get through this phase. It is JUST A
PHASE. Im sure this will play a huge part on how ill be like in the
future. As the plot from Smallville suggests, even the best of love &
relationships would come to an end no matter what. Superman has his
kryptonite. So does any man.

I can only get stronger and wiser. If this is how realistic life can
get...Im not going to duck , hide or take cover... I shall Excel and
Overcome.

I believe in myself more than anyone else right now.